I feel so helpless, knowing Terri is in pain alone in a hospital room, far away. I know I am not really helpless, I’ve prayed for her, with her. I talked to her for awhile and I could tell just that calmed her, distracted her at least. But I want to be there to hold her hand, to wrap my arms about her. I want to kiss her forehead. God, please be with her, keep her safe, free her from suffering.